getting use to new body

There are certain things that fat girls can't do, or can't do gracefully.  One of them is cross your legs like Mary Hart does.  I think the last time I tried to cross my legs lady-like, I might of been posing for a school picture in fourth grade.

I just caught myself sitting at my desk with my legs spread wide open for comfort and my old fat girl position.  Then I realized that I don't need to sit like that anymore and tried to cross my legs.  It worked. It feels awkward but I can actually get one leg up and over the other one!  It may not be Mary Hart but they are crossed!

**side note that although I haven't lost any more weight recently, I feel great and have been walking the treadmill during lunch everyday.  As long as I keep myself healthy, I really don't care what the scale says.