Fish is just not the same

Okay we got hungry for fish and finally ventured out to a Seafood Restaurant. No not the local Red Lobster which I refuse to eat at. It was a local place and quiet a few cars were in the parking lot. Blueheads were getting out so we figured it must be good. That is always a clear sign that both the food and price are good. Follow the blueheads!
It was All You Can Eat Baby Flounder. It didn't sound as strange as eating catfish, tilapia, or devil crab. I asked what is devil crab and she said it has stuffing inside. That sounds more like Stuffed Crab to me! I really will miss my "Cape Quality Seafood" on Dartmouth Street. If anyone plans on visiting us, it is required to bring scrod/cod, haddock or even balcahau down here!
Mom I really miss you. A good friend of mine just recently lost her 59yr old mother quite suddenly. It makes me realise how far away you are and how much just little things about you I miss. Mental note to ask Mom to write a little note to me about some memory she has of me growing up. I love her hands. She has those Man hands that when you hold them, they are not at all feminine and tiny. They actually have substance and always made me feel good. It sometimes was to grab my hand and lead me away from what I was looking at in Fernandes while food shopping. I still can't believe Fernandes is now the NB Police Dept.
Back to her hands...I want a cast made of her hands and although it is morbid, I have to ask JIII if Perry's ever did that (post-mortum). Otherwise I will have to try to convince her to make a cast now. Plus think about some quality you really love about someone you lost, and how often can you smell, see, hear, or hold that quality?
I love my Mom's Man hands but more I miss her. I joked with her last night that when she comes to visit we will have to hoist her up to third floor. She laughed and said that maybe by then she will have back surgery and be cured. My prayers are with her because if I could take away just one hour of her pain, I would offer anything to do that. :0